what goes up? its coming around. attacking that new kid. initiation round one is the score and the outcome is defeat. fuck your sacred club in which we chose to compete. i wont compete. we learn from those who come before us. hopefully, we learn from thier mistakes. fuck you. heres for four years of laughing behind my back and fuck you. heres for four years of nothing to my face. i remember when you used to matter (to me). WHEN I FIRST STARTED GOING TO PUNK AND HARDCORE SHOWS, LIKE MOST NEW KIDS IN THE SCENE, I DIDNT KNOW ANYONE AND I COULD HAVE REALLY USED A FRIEND. INSTEAD I GOT NOTHING. TO MY FACE PEOPLE IGNORED ME AND BEHIND MY BACK THEY LAUGHED UNTIL THEIR BELLIES HURT. THIS SONG IS FOR JODY, WHO IS NOW A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE, BUT AT ONE TIME SERVED AS THE PARTIAL INSPIRATION FOR THIS SONG.